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Sickness

palabrasvoladoras — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 11:54:03 +0000

Why good people get sick, this is unbelievable. Every time someone’s life it goes good, and is happy and everything looks perfect some kind of sickness destroys everything. This is what happen to a good friend of mine, he was feeling a bit tired he went to the doctor and he told him it could be asthma, he was thinking that is impossible i am 29 i have been fine until now, is impossible to get asthma with my age, so one day he started to bleed so he went to the emergency room and after a few days and a lot of test they diagnose he had cancer, my god he is very healthy always eating well, none smoker always exercising and now he has cancer?

I do not believe it, that is not right or fair why good people get sick?? why?? i knew a couple that it was the perfect couple for my eye, they were always happy, when they were arguing you could see the love of the words when arguing, i have never seen that in my entire life, so one they he got sick they detected a small cancer in the stomach, they remove it, all this was within a few years, he was kind of surviving. He spend a few years happily with the wife but he got sick again after while he was more weak this time and he knew he was not going to survive this time. They were still love each other it was so pretty and sad at the same time? they both knew what was going to happen and they were not able to do anything, he was fighting having all kind of quimio and this and that but he knew he was not physically strong enough this time.

So he decide to visit all his friend and family around the world and do everything he was meant to do before he was moving on. That was what he did, one day he come to my house for a visit and gave us a present he promise 10 years ago with a beautiful letter saying good bye and thank you for all the good time he spend with me and my family It was soooooooooo nice.

A few months after this visit he got very sick and went to the hospital, and in about 3 days he was gone and living behind the so in love wife that he ever adore.

I think when someone’s life is too beautiful something needs to destroy it to keep the valance or somehow the jealousy of the people because is the only reason i can find right now. I will always remember that couple as the perfect one, but in my mind i will change what happen at the end as i do not believe something like that would destroy something that beautiful.

Judging

palabrasvoladoras — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 10:41:13 +0000

I feel really lonely, I have many friends and family but I don’t really feel closed to anyone. I know they love me but I can not truth anyone, every time I get closed to someone that person hurts me, more that the previous one. I know people are meant to get hurt and we need to be open and trust each other, I always say I would try next time, but I can’t. If you tell something in confident then you realise they been telling everybody about it.

I don’t like been closed, I would really love to be free and talk my mind to everyone but then they judge you or they laugh at you. I should care what people think about me, but is impossible to stop that. The other day I try to explain my sister something about my flatmate I didn’t even started when she told me, you are always complaining about your flatmate, the one before and the current one. Come one…everybody has issues with their flatmates and if I cannot tell my sister who am I suppose to tell?? Is getting ridiculous, I know my sister don’t really like listening to me, but she is my sister and I listen to her all the day, every week about every single stupid comment she needs to made, and I never judge her, I listen and when I try to give my opinion she just ignores me, so now I just listen and tell her how right she is. Goood why people are so complicated. I think I am very simple, I always tell what is wrong and what I think about everything, obviously with a lot of tact.Well, will see what happen today’s, is not really looking very well as I am already angry and I think I will be rude to someone. The good thing is that I know in advance so I can do something to stop that. I just need to find out what to do, hehe the easiest part.

Xmas time..

palabrasvoladoras — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 14:27:02 +0000

Yes why no talking about Xmas is that time where everybody is suppose to be nicer and help other things like that but the truth is not this one of course not, the Xmas time we are having at the moment is stress, frustration, craziness that is why people gets upset and hates Xmas songs or shopping.

Things has change now everybody is suppose to buy Xmas presents for everyone, why? any other time in the year is good as well, but because of this reason is impossible to have a relax walk in the city centre, you see people running with bags or driving crazy.

The only reason i love Xmas is because is the only time a year that the all family gets and eats together, because of the rest of Xmas things are terrible, in new years Eve i always thought it was the worse day to go out, everybody is very drunk the prices goes High and the places are pack.

But what can we do, stay at home? or follow the mass? in my case not to cause more trauma i follow the mass, i get drunk and i try not to worry about a thing, people, music, places…that night, nothing matter because the other option is to stay at home on your own like a sad pillow. So lets enjoy and follow the rules once in a while.

Crisis, Crisi, Crise, Κρίση, Krise

palabrasvoladoras — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 17:00:16 +0000

Looks like we all know what is this word about, Crisis the real definition of this word is the follow.

· A crucial or decisive point or situation; a turning point.

· SYNONYMS crisis, crossroad, exigency, head, juncture.

If we read the definition and synonyms is not a negative thing, may be is time of a Crisis (turning point) we all knew that everything will go to a stage that need it to stop, the prices of the Petrol, Food, Mortgage everything was going to high in a very sort time.

Things has stop but i think is for a good reason, we will start thinking about what we really want a house, a nice car, a family not what we were suppose to do, get a house have a mortgage. This is just the beginning prices needs to go down and people will be ‘let go’ or they will just leave the job that they don’t really want it and start looking for other options like moving to another country, starting new companies, helping each other more. Things that we never had the opportunity to appreciate because we were very comfortable doing other things.

Is the time of a new era It was about time of thing to change. I wouldn’t get too worry to loose my job, we always have options, new possibilities I know it sounds difficult start looking for a new job or start a new company, but is never later when things are right.

I want to say at loud VIVA LA CRISIS…time for a new life.

This is dedicate it to all of those people worried of loosing their jobs. Think green.

Boredom

palabrasvoladoras — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 11:19:07 +0000

I never thought that boredom it could kill anybody inside. But now is the case for me, I been working in this company for a while and is the fist time I don’t know what to do anymore. I am very hard worker, and normally I look for things to do, but since we move the company to a different building I am not able to find anything to do. I am wasting my time here and I don’t know why.

I thought this would be temporal, but is been more than one month and I am still bored. I am not looking for a different job because Christmas is two month ahead and my holidays are been approve for 3 weeks, as well as changes are always difficult so I am not very happy to have a new change.

My escape, my head needs to escape be creative sometimes and I need to make me think, that is why I am writing this blog is the only thing I can do and not be notice as a lazy person by my colleges. I know a lot of people understand my situation is not something that could kill you, but will destroy my brain eventually. Is like watching TV for more than 2 hours in a row, you will not realise but your brain will stop thinking as normal.

I will keep you updated on my decisions.

Brain

Bye bye my love

palabrasvoladoras — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 11:02:44 +0000

It is very dificult to leave someone you love when things are not working. I just finish a 9 month relationsiph with someone i work with and this is getting very, very dificult.

He said he loved me, he said he still love me, but we are very diferent to be together, i dont think he really knows what he wants, I know he doesnt want to hurt me, but this is getting really, really painfull.

I try not to talk with him, I try to be friedns again nothing is working, i dont know what is best or what to do. I just want to cry, this is not love, this is not happinnes, why are we complicating thigns, long time ago people use to be happy with much less than what we have now.

I need to stay put and think cold, this is not working and will never work, i need time, time is the most precious thing that everybody waste (time).

Getting to know you??

palabrasvoladoras — Thu, 01 May 2008 12:01:33 +0000

Today at work I receive an email with the subject RE: Getting to know you??

Uff, that is a really difficult question. To getting to know me, what you need is time…just time, you don’t need to accept everything I say or do, just look and listen. I think I am a very good person sometimes too shay, or is may be laziness, I don’t really know anyway that’s something I am trying to change, at least in my job shay is the last thing I need to be, the people I am working with are very direct when talking and they have all the ideas very clear, I like to think about it and then give my opinion or if I am working under stress words come out from my mouth without realising and they are normally right.

Anyway, Getting to know me that’s the theme, I love art, any kind of way of art, it can be a picture, a face expression a paint in the ceiling, a sound in the street, Art is all around us. I love painting and taking pictures. Funny, I think I am funny I am not the typical person that tells jokes, they come natural with normal things that happen to people, laugh is the best therapy

I am very familiar, I love been with my parents, cousin, aunties sister everybody around me. I love company I don’t like been alone I love to have someone next to me, that person don’t even need to talk I just need to have that feeling.

Well I think I describe myself a little bit.

Why should we be working?

palabrasvoladoras — Thu, 01 May 2008 09:39:26 +0000

From a really long time we are destined to work doing something we don’t like because we need to survive. That’s fair enough, but why don’t we do what everybody really likes no matter what people think or what would give you more money.

I been trying to live the best I could but no matter what I do, I just don’t like my job, I would love to live in a forest, wake up every morning and feed the animals, check my plants and paint or do photographs the rest of the day. Be relax and enjoy everyday those are the words.

Welcome

palabrasvoladoras — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 16:04:30 +0000

Welcome everybody to my first blog.

I really think this is like a diary, that is why I decide it to start my own one and absolutely open to everybody to read.First I would like to introduce myself. I was born in Spain, but at the moment I am living in Ireland for quite a while now. The decision to come to Ireland it was not because of the language, or because I could find more jobs than in my own country. I guess the idea to come or just to go to a different country it was the best excuse to escape from what was suppose to happen, the typical things that you are suppose to do at some stage in everybody life’s.Anyway you will realise this after reading a few of my stories, or just ideas in my head.Thank your reading my words.