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Yes why no talking about Xmas is that time where everybody is suppose to be nicer and help other things like that but the truth is not this one of course not, the Xmas time we are having at the moment is stress, frustration, craziness that is why people gets upset and hates Xmas songs or shopping.
Things has change now everybody is suppose to buy Xmas presents for everyone, why? any other time in the year is good as well, but because of this reason is impossible to have a relax walk in the city centre, you see people running with bags or driving crazy.
The only reason i love Xmas is because is the only time a year that the all family gets and eats together, because of the rest of Xmas things are terrible, in new years Eve i always thought it was the worse day to go out, everybody is very drunk the prices goes High and the places are pack.
But what can we do, stay at home? or follow the mass? in my case not to cause more trauma i follow the mass, i get drunk and i try not to worry about a thing, people, music, places…that night, nothing matter because the other option is to stay at home on your own like a sad pillow. So lets enjoy and follow the rules once in a while.
It is very dificult to leave someone you love when things are not working. I just finish a 9 month relationsiph with someone i work with and this is getting very, very dificult.
He said he loved me, he said he still love me, but we are very diferent to be together, i dont think he really knows what he wants, I know he doesnt want to hurt me, but this is getting really, really painfull.
I try not to talk with him, I try to be friedns again nothing is working, i dont know what is best or what to do. I just want to cry, this is not love, this is not happinnes, why are we complicating thigns, long time ago people use to be happy with much less than what we have now.
I need to stay put and think cold, this is not working and will never work, i need time, time is the most precious thing that everybody waste (time).
