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I feel really lonely, I have many friends and family but I don’t really feel closed to anyone. I know they love me but I can not truth anyone, every time I get closed to someone that person hurts me, more that the previous one. I know people are meant to get hurt and we need to be open and trust each other, I always say I would try next time, but I can’t. If you tell something in confident then you realise they been telling everybody about it.
I don’t like been closed, I would really love to be free and talk my mind to everyone but then they judge you or they laugh at you. I should care what people think about me, but is impossible to stop that. The other day I try to explain my sister something about my flatmate I didn’t even started when she told me, you are always complaining about your flatmate, the one before and the current one. Come one…everybody has issues with their flatmates and if I cannot tell my sister who am I suppose to tell?? Is getting ridiculous, I know my sister don’t really like listening to me, but she is my sister and I listen to her all the day, every week about every single stupid comment she needs to made, and I never judge her, I listen and when I try to give my opinion she just ignores me, so now I just listen and tell her how right she is. Goood why people are so complicated. I think I am very simple, I always tell what is wrong and what I think about everything, obviously with a lot of tact.Well, will see what happen today’s, is not really looking very well as I am already angry and I think I will be rude to someone. The good thing is that I know in advance so I can do something to stop that. I just need to find out what to do, hehe the easiest part.
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