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Boredom
October 6, 2008, 11:19 am
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I never thought that boredom it could kill anybody inside. But now is the case for me, I been working in this company for a while and is the fist time I don’t know what to do anymore. I am very hard worker, and normally I look for things to do, but since we move the company to a different building I am not able to find anything to do. I am wasting my time here and I don’t know why.

 

I thought this would be temporal, but is been more than one month and I am still bored. I am not looking for a different job because Christmas is two month ahead and my holidays are been approve for 3 weeks, as well as changes are always difficult so I am not very happy to have a new change.

 

My escape, my head needs to escape be creative sometimes and I need to make me think, that is why I am writing this blog is the only thing I can do and not be notice as a lazy person by my colleges. I know a lot of people understand my situation is not something that could kill you, but will destroy my brain eventually. Is like watching TV for more than 2 hours in a row, you will not realise but your brain will stop thinking as normal.

I will keep you updated on my decisions.

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Bye bye my love
October 6, 2008, 11:02 am
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It is very dificult to leave someone you love when things are not working. I just finish a 9 month relationsiph with someone i work with and this is getting very, very dificult.

He said he loved me, he said he still love me, but we are very diferent to be together, i dont think he really knows what he wants, I know he doesnt want to hurt me, but this is getting really, really painfull.

I try not to talk with him, I try to be friedns again nothing is working, i dont know what is best or what to do. I just want to cry, this is not love, this is not happinnes, why are we complicating thigns, long time ago people use to be happy with much less than what we have now.

I need to stay put and think cold, this is not working and will never work, i need time, time is the most precious thing that everybody waste (time).